You cannot be for real man. If you played on the servers a lot like you claim, you would know from the start what would happen. This won't happen just on Wonderland, but on every single server in the whole game. Being mad isn't a justifiable cause for your actions, you don't see people go out and steal a car or whatever and then gets away with it by saying "oh I was just mad". They get locked up, and the same will happen here. There are no second chances, which you would already have known, and you have to face the consequences.